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I’m watching Drive (2011) with Ryan Gosling and Carrey Mulligan. In every scene Ryan Gosling is either silent and still or looking at somebody, smiling, or just with a blank face staring at them. How do they do it? I struggle so much with being in public and trying not to stare at people. I…

11/30/2024 4:51 AM These days are rough. I just miss when I was 15 through 20. I remember going to my friend Tommy’s house and we’d get cigarettes and smoke them in the woods. I didn’t know how to inhale then though, so it was really just only for fun lol. And then I remember…

Things have been O.K. I still do not have a girlfriend or much of a social life. I have been taking a break from league of legends, which was, weirdly, a big part of my social life. Winning in that game gave me a huge ego boost and made me actually feel like somebody, because…

You know what else completely baffled me? I went into writing today’s blog posts purely to rant on how so many people literally do not give a shit about me at all. Seriously. I’ve gone through months and months of chronic pain and even feeling like I can’t breathe so many times because of my…

Things have been crazy. I am suffering every day, but am also very motivated and wired occasionally. I have had headaches every day allday nonstop for the past 4 years. I also have extreme neck pain and a chronic cough. Plus, my head shoots with hotness on the side a lot. I also have random…

Currently working on my own FPS game. It’s a pretty hefty project to take on, but I have a dream of being a self-made entrepreneur/ game designer. I have been taking a break from League Of Legends for the past 2 months, so that’s why I have all this pent-up energy. I’m doing this for…

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